i can't wait to hike today then play soccer with the boyznthahood. i get out all of my frustration and curiosity through creating art and exercise. i have been listening to an ancient playlist i created on my old iPod. i called it "cleaning time." it consists of lots of beatles, ben folds five, radiohead, sufjan stevens, bela fleck, simon and garfunkel, garden state soundtrack... i think i should log these old playlists, they are insightful to my state of being of that time. some of my old playlists make me cry... missing people, freedoms, college, experimental sex, getting stoned.